Since Sunday, I have been reborn. Sounds strange huh? But it’s the truth. I still have the same skin, blessedly brown, and I still have the same body and mind. But my spirit is different. I had a conversation that changed my life.
Changed. My. Life.
And it wasn’t a very long conversation.
Still, because of this conversation, the very core understanding that I had of myself has changed. I wanted to make sure that I publicly thanked God for such a profound yet private transformation. Everything that I knew about who I was and how I fit in this world is so totally different.
I am so humbled by how love has changed me. Love has distilled all the restless energy that I used to think was passion, which was really only fear. I have all the time in the world, and I am truly, and for the first time in my life… unafraid and at peace. Do I know the future? Yes, to some extent. Is it going to hurt sometimes? Like labor pains, yes. Am I pregnant? Like never before, with hope and faith. God has placed his hand on me and humbled me so beautifully with a simple word of love. I don’t think I’ll ever feel less powerful.
I have such a great love inside me. I have such great seeds of hope. I have such a great harvest coming. Wow.